Tuesday, July 31, 2007

All moved in

I have finally unpacked everything in the new apartment. It's shaping up quite nicely. It's interesting living alone, but that will only be for a few more weeks.

I miss having Jenny in the next room. But I love the bigger kitchen and the washer and drier in the unit.

I also think my room is nice and cozy.

The cable guy comes tomorrow, that will be nice. I still have so much music to learn with in the next two and a half weeks. Ahh! Pray for me!

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Shouldn't I have something to do?

I'm a little bored right now. I am baking cookies. Nothing special, just the Pillsbury place and bake stuff. They're still delicious though. I am also watching TV. Nothing is on. I am wondering when Jenny will get back so she can entertain me. It's poker night so I don't know where she could be if she's not with Stephen.

I should be practicing. But I've been having one of those weeks where nothing really cheers me up and practicing is great effort, especially past the first hour or two.

I bought two new books yesterday. One I've already finished. It's called How to be Cool and it wasn't really the greatest book or anything except it was like I was reading pages from inside my own head. All the same insecurity and wanting people to accept you and feeling like you'll never be good enough no matter what you do. Though I'll admit I'm not quite as bad as the character in the book. She lies like the dickens to impress men and old highschool meanies. But most of it I have definately thought to myself. I am learning though. Always learning that I don't have to be what everyone else wants me to be. I can be beautiful and fun and some people will think I am completly nuts and a select few will love me that way. No worries. Easier said than done.

The other book is about the Planets. It's very good and it's by Dava Sobel (Isn't that such a good name for someone writing about the Planets?). I recommend it, though I haven't finished or even gotten close. Still, I bet my Dad would like it.

Mmmmm... the cookies are delicious.